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I haven't been posting much because I am just not feeling well at all.  I spend a lot of my time just getting through the day and then sleeping because I am in a ton of pain and that is when I get relief.  I do go to the doctors on February 5, but I wish it was sooner.  Of course I feel guilty about missing work.  I am fortunate to work with a wonderful group of people and I am able to do work from home, so I hope that I can get better very soon and then just put all of this behind me.